leave a crossroads (verb) cross the Rubicon: take a decisive step
Sinonime: agitated, all torn up, amazed,
antsy*,
apprehensive,
blue*, broken up, bummed out, capsized,
chaotic, come apart, confused,
disconcerted, dismayed, disordered, disquieted,
distressed, dragged,
frantic, grieved,
hurt,
ill, in disarray, jittery, jumpy,
low, muddled, overturned,
overwrought, psyched out, rattled, ruffled,
shocked, shook up,
sick, spilled,
thrown, tipped over, toppled,
troubled, tumbled, unglued, unsettled, unzipped, upside-down,
worriedAntonime: happy, undisturbed, unworried